Stuck

I look back. It is a position I am well accustomed to because I do it so often.
Then I look forward, and realize how dark it is.
Then I look at myself, and can't help but frown.

And I realize I spend too much time looking and too little time acting. Certain things cannot be changed, so live with it! I have many regrets. Many things I have learned that I wish I did not know, but that can not be helped. It's time I stopped holding on to my childhood and let it all go. It's time I took what I know and stop second-guessing it.

I'll do what I said I'm going to do, merely because I gave my word.
I know truths you could not imagine. Truths that would change you drastically.

It's time to leave this middle ground.