Again...

I'm thinking of love again. It really is quite fascinating. Love can bring everlasting pain and torment, or extreme happiness. Loving someone changes the way you think, feel, and even act. It causes you to do things that you normally would not. For example, personA loves personB, but he doesn't think that she loves him back so he avoids her. PersonB kinda likes personA but is wondering what is wrong with him because he's starting to avoid her. Love can be very complicated.

Nowadays, the world is searching for love. The main talk around school is about who is dating whom. It seems that dating is the 'cool' thing to do. So, why are people so infatuated with dating? Because they desire love and a sense of belonging.

If you think about it, we are a lot like animals. We have our desires and passions that we wildly try to fill. Animals don't marry and continue mating with the same person all their lives, they mate with who they like at that time. Humans are getting very close to that. No one really cares about marriage anymore. All they care about is fulfilling their every desire or passion. Just like animals.

As the world fights to put down christianity, I do not think they understand the full impact of their decisions. Without christianity, they put away all sense of right and wrong. Who cares about marriage? Who cares about what the Bible says? They want to do whatever they want. Without the Bible's guidelines, they are on the level of animals. Reproducing when they want to, taking what they want, and doing exactly as they please. They do not have morals. If they want something, they will run over anything in their path in order to achieve it.

Think positive: evolutionist have always wanted to be monkeys, here's their chance!

Sorry if I'm wrong... ^_^

.. but I was told that today is a certain person's birthday...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADDISON!

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there is 18 pokes for your birthday.. oopse... I forgot POKE! one for good luck ^_^ Hope you have a stupendous birthday! I'm sorry but you'll have to wait until I get there to receive my gift to you. I insist on being present when you open it ^_^ dadee would have a lot of (as Mrs. Lee would say) schema on such things ^_^

P.S. I actually might be going to Winter Formal next year IF i get elected as class rep... However, I do not expect that to happen so I have little fear.

GOD BLESS YOU ALL.

For Addison

If you want to understand why this must be devoted to such a ----- person, read the comments on his last post. See, I do have a conscience! So now, I am devoting this post to trying to find something nice about Addison.
I asked my brother and his friend for advice... Brian and Tommy and good advice really don't go together very well ^_^
Brian: "Tell him, he would look good at night in the dark.. so I don't have to see him"
"Sometimes, I scratch my head and think about you and say 'NAH'"

*dies laughing* I can't type as fast as he talks... *pause* it's really funny... but.. it has not completed my purpose. Brian is... never mind... *stops thinking about him*

Okay.. now I'll be serious.. if it's possible.

uuh.. I seriously can't think of a really good one. *think think* aha! *think think*
I have a really really good one...
HE'S SMART! aha!
good enough? *sigh* i suppose not...
okay, dadee, you can relate to this.
HE SURVIVED AN ENTIRE DAY UNDER TORTURE.
*laughs* just kidding ^_^ He just survived an entire day spent with me. There... I think I had better leave.. I can feel my IQ level dropping every second I sit this close to Brian and Tommy... Goodbye! ^_^

I'm sorry... I can't help but give a hint... dadee's bday present!!! lol.. there.. i gave a hint which nobody will understand.. ^_^

As in Elvish-- "deloth"

When a man murders his pregnant wife, it is counted as two deaths, the mother and the fetus.
However, when you have an abortion, it is not murder even though you are still killing the fetus. Something seems just a little wrong there. People need to rethink their stand.

BEHOLD! THE GRAPES OF WRATH!

okay... that was random ^_^ Actually, my name in elvish means anger... because it sounds like wrath. get it?
I've heard of the book and movie The Grapes of Wrath, but I've never actually read or seen it. Maybe I should someday.

The Logic of Being Evil

Recently Ruth has somehow acquired an image of being evil and of plotting evil things. However, logically Ruth cannot be evil because evil people cannot do nice things for others. Ruth has a history of doing nice things for others on a regular basis. Her most recent kindnesses have included giving up her bed for her convalescing mother and sleeping on the floor in the living room--a room notorious in every house for a lack of privacy, particularly in the early morning hours. Also, she has on several occasions plotted ways to surprise her friends and loved ones with thoughtful and wholly unexpected gifts, some of them secretly. Therefore, while, yes, she does spend a great deal of time plotting and planning, it does not stand to reason that all of her plots--or even a large portion of them--should be considered evil.

Written by a member of the CPSEI--Committee for Preventing the Spread of Erroneous Images

My thoughts...

Yesterday after the game, I had the most interesting conversation with myself during our warm-down lap... It went something like this...
"Man, I run like a girl!!!"
*pause*
"wait... I am a girl!"
*laughs*
"But I should be strong and manly! not girly.."
*flexes arms and takes buff-man stance*
*looks down at arms* --ABSENCE OF MUSCLES--
"never mind..."

BREAKING NEWS!!!

I have decided not to go to Winter Formal for my remaining three years (unless my parents make me). Except, I will go on one condition... ^_^ *laughs* yeah. I have my reasons for not wanting to go which I will not say ^_^

I was thinking about what to write last night before I went to bed, but now I think I've forgotten it all. *silence*

oh well... it obviously wasn't that important. I have a game today and I don't want to play. And I have an essay to write that I don't want to write. x_x

Somewhat Random Stuff...

*laughs* I was called beastly today, by Cecilia Deng. Why? Because we did a scrimmage game at the end of soccer practice, and every time she would get the ball I would steal it. I was actually doing pretty good today. I wish I was that good during the real game x_x yeah, if someone kept getting the ball away from me, I would call them beastly too. ^_^ It was fun. I love defense.

You know, I realized today... well.. pretty much.. my role in the lives of a lot of my friends. I don't remember who exactly is the "psychiatrist?" there in misery.. oops... i meant Missouri ^_^ silly me... but... that's kinda what I am here. So, now I can't decide if I really want to be a lawyer or a psychiatrist. I think I'm leaning a little bit more for Psychiatrist, or as I call them "mind doctor." It's really weird when someone says to you, "Without you I'd probably kill myself" or something along those lines. It scares me because I actually begin to feel self-worth, which is totally abnormal for me. ^_^

wha... hope I don't make anyone upset... I've been good for two days straight and it's really tiring. ^_^ I need to go to bed. x_x The words are just flowing straight from deep inside me and I have no more energy to sift through them.. Too bad for you ^_^

I go do HW now so I don't fail tomorrow. On April 29th I will officially die. This is how I feel about that date:

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pretty self explanatory...

"The young do not know enough to be prudent, and therefore they attempt the impossible--and achieve it, generation after generation." ~Pearl S. Buck

I notice that about myself and most of my evil plans. It seems like everyone always has a reason why NOT to do things. And sometimes it's really hard to push on and go through with the plan. My last plan made a teacher cry. ^_^

"Work is either fun or drudgery. It depends on your attitude. I like fun." ~Colleen C. Barrett

Amen!!!!

"We don't see things as they are, we see things as we are." ~Anais Nin

Is the glass half full or half empty?

For Jonathon

He wants to know what I do besides come up with evil plans. I asked my brother what he thought... he said.. not much. ^_^

I read many kinds of manga in my spare time.... I blog.
And my favorite: I play with people's minds. Maybe I should be a psychiatrist. My latest escapade was with what I will call an online pedophile. If he wasn't a pedophile, he was a really desperate, poor little boy. It was so much fun. And you must say, for those of you who know what I speak of. He asked me out.. and we know what happens to THOSE kinds of people.
I lose my hairbrushes all the time x_x

Let's see.. there really isn't much else that I do.. besides school of course. I'm sorry Jon. I guess I just don't do much. Lately, my time has been occupied with my latest evil plan. Sadly, I will have to wait for the summer before I can carry it out.

So, pretty much, besides evil planning, I mainly read, do homework, other work, and be LAZY!!!

WHoa!

lol... Last night, I had the strangest dream. I have a lot of strange dreams, but I think I'll write about this one, cuz it was fun. ^_^

I dreamed that I was part of a club. This other club was trying to capture us. It was night and the world was dark and squishy. Sorry, just had to say that. It had just rained and the ground was muddy. One other member and I were at a banquet and had been spotted by our enemy. We ran and they chased us. I yelled at my partner to get out of the light and into the darkness of the night. We ran on and on. Eventually, we were joined up by more of the club and lost precious time explaining to them what had happened. The other club caught up to us, this time with even more people and we were forced to run for our lives once more. We ran and ran and ran through the mud, between houses and ditches. Finally, we realized that something had to be done as the enemy gained on us. I turned and yelled at them, "Run!! I will detain them long enough for you to get to safety!"

The captain of my club turned back, "But they will torture you! There is no way you can survive!"

"Fools! Run! Don't worry about me! I will gladly give my life for you all! Go!"

Please note: neither team had any weapons... that I can remember. At least, not with them.

I ran towards the other team and used my body to block them. If any of them attempted to run after the others, I would jump in front of him and prevent him from going any farther. Finally, they managed to capture me and I was dragged back to their fort. I know for sure that the rest of my club made it to safety.

After that, my dream was.. muddled. I was taken back and laid onto a bed in the middle of a big room. There was a window on one side and a door facing me and another door to my left. Later that night, there captain and one other entered. You can guess what happened. I woke up soon after they began. I told them nothing.

I hope you found this amusing and fun to read. It sure was fun to write. ^_^




Obviously, I need to stop watching so many movies. So far, it's been like two per day. x_x

HOPE!??

I just finished watching the new Pride and Prejudice, for the second time. ^_^

Many agree that I am a lot like Elizabeth and Joy is a lot like Jane. Elizabeth scorns any man who is foolish enough to try to win her over. She has a quick tongue which she uses constantly at the expense of others. And, in the movies, she is always has curly, brown hair. I'm not pretty like the ones in the movies though. ^_^

Joy, like Jane, is quiet and good. Like a little angel ^_^

In the movie, Lizzie is proposed to by Mr. Darcie. She scorns him saying that he is the last man that she could ever marry. In the end, obviously, she marries him even though he is far above her "rank." I'm kinda scared that someday I, too, will end up the same way. Scorning a man, then being made a fool as I take back all that I said about him. Just what I need x_x Though, I wouldn't mind if he's both rich and handsome. ^_^

Then, maybe there is hope for me.. maybe someday I will actually find some guy who can put up with me....

Naw... I doubt it ^_^

Meaningful Words

"How do you pick up the threads of an old life? How do you go on when in your heart you begin to understand there is no going back. There is some things that time cannot mend. Some hurts that go too deep, that have taken hold." --Frodo Baggins, Lord of the Rings: Return of the King

I just had to write down that quote. It has so much personaly meaning. ^_^

When I look at Sam... I see my own cousin, Jonathon.
When I look at Eowyn... I see my own sister, Joy.

Both are loyal and true and have stout hearts.

(I refuse to tell who I see when I look at Sauron and Saruman *evil grin*)

Behold! The Mysteries of Bouncy Balls

... and other things too ^_^

you know.. if merry and pippin had thrown bouncy balls instead of rocks in the Fellowship of the Ring, they could reuse their weapons cuz the balls would have bounced back at them and they could throw them again... ^_^ bouncy balls are so useful.. watching LOT-R makes me cry...

I actually collect bouncy balls. They really aren't good for anything.. but they're fun ^_^

I have one with a butterfly in the middle. It's my favorite.

In war, it'd be so much more efficient to have gigantic bouncy balls than gigantic rocks to throw. Just think about it (or, you might not want to think about it, if you value your high IQ level)... catapult a bouncy ball over the wall.. instead of merely squishing (for lack of a better term) one or two enemies and then staying there... it could bounce up again and continuing its squishing!!

Okay.. i think i'll stop now x_x

Water fountains and other wet things...

Did you know that there are over 1500 fountains (I hope that's the right number) on the palace grounds at Versailles? It took so much water to run them that they would only turn them on during really special occasions. When the king would go for a walk, they would turn on the ones he was walking past, but would turn them off again once he had passed. So interesting...

Over spring break, I am supposed to run 8 miles. Today, my dad took me to Marina so he could walk and I could run. I ran ~a mile then walked with him for another half hour. Alongside the side walk was this lovely, long mudpuddle. It was sooooooooo tempting... ^_^ but I restrained myself. I felt like running through it and jumping up and down and splashing etc. etc... but alas *sigh* I did not. WHY??? I'm not that old!!! ^_^ Don't you think I'm at least immature enough to splash in a mud puddle? ^_^

So, we were nearing this white lady with the black guy. It was quite interesting. The lady was wearing a ring on her ring finger and was at least 20 years older than the guy. So, I came up with this story... What if the lady is married and cheating on her husband with this black guy? Maybe that's why she keeps looking nervously behind us... Maybe she's scared that her husband will suddenly appear. The sad thing was, it made total sense and was extremely possible...

We walked on... and suddenly heard the black guy (now behind us) start yelling at some poor golfers who were peacefully attempting to golf. On the way back (after we turned around), we saw him talking to one of the golfers... It sounded to me like he said, "So.. if I give you some bagweeee..."
Me: Daddy, what is bagweee?
Dad: I think he is saying 'bag of weed'.
Me: *laughs* oh...

*laughs* that was funny... The guy totally reminded me of Fortune Solomon.

JELLY BEANS!!!

I couldn't think of a fitting title ^_^

My mom is having surgery tomorrow and my auntie has come to stay with us for a little bit. My mom is stealing *cough cough* i mean borrowing my bed.. so I have to *cough cough* i mean get to sleep on the couch... Actually, I think the couch is more comfy ^_^ I now have three new songs to learn on piano and I need to take a shower. I had a game today... so dirty now ^_^ As you can probably tell, I'm rambling... I really don't remember what I was going to talk about.
I'm hungry... I want a cookie ^_^

<(^.^)> KIRBY!!! (>^.^)> --> <(^.^)> --> <(^.^<)

Somebody please give me a topic to write about.. in the meantime, I shall go fill myself.

"ah- BLEGH!!!"

The other day during chapel, we saw a video about the last 18 hours of Jesus's life. It dawned on me how similar a mother giving birth is to the crucifixion.

Think about it.

There is the excruciating pain... then the life... Jesus gave us life just as a mother gives life to her child. The mother also goes through pain just as Jesus did. There are a lot of other similarities which I don't have time to discuss now. But think about the process and you will realize just how alike they both are.

One thing, however, I do not understand is the extreme sadness people feel when they talk or hear about the crucifixion. Maybe I'm just coldhearted, but when I think about Jesus giving his life for us on the cross, it does not make me want to cry or anything like that. All it does is give me a sense of duty to the one who saved my life. Now, I can handle pain without complaining because I think of how much more pain my Lord went through. But I think, after a mother gives birth, we do not console her for the pain she went through, we rejoice with her because of the life she has brought forth. In the same way, I personally feel that we should not spend to much time weeping for Christ, and more time helping him bring forth life.